why the fuck would anyone throw a grenade at me in the first place?
(Source: asjkdfdlksjdgioerff, via justonceihoped)
As the world turns, I can’t help but think how it would be different if it revolved around me. If for once, everyone cared that much more. About me. If I can be selfish for once in my life.
(via underthatstar)
If it makes you feel any better, I’m going through the same thing right now too. Every single conversation I start up turns into war. Every single thing I’m doing is not enough, and I have to do more and try harder. Every single time I want to just be happy, it’s destroyed. I know it’s hard. It takes so much effort to stay sane and to keep from wanting to run away and never come back. Nothing helps. Not even the people you care about the most, not even the songs that makes you smile, not even the things you love the most.
It’s a battle that I never get to win. They never admit that they’re wrong. They never can see what it takes for us to be happy. When they see us, they see mistakes and they see what is best for us. That’s it.
As I’m reading what you feel, I can’t help but to notice that I’m feeling exactly the same thing. But I just want to let you know, if you smile, it helps. It really does. I feel like that’s the only thing I could give you now.
(via underthatstar)
I was feeling low,
listening to my favourite songs,
thinking how sad i was,
suddenly,
half way through my favourite song,
some one called,
i wonder who it was,
and it was you,
after that,
you were the one,
who cheered me up,
instead of the music,
and,
I found out that,
you love someone else,
I’m fine if you love her,
if you and her are happy,
I’m happy too.
You…,
- change my life
- made me rise when I falled
- help me
- cheered me up
(Source: lovedrivesoneinsane, via idk-yun-xuan)
